I find I disagree with many people's view of life but that's okay. I don't buy the whole spiritual seeker, religious dogma stuff. My old friends who have been a part of the Transcendental Meditation community keep trying to re-indoctrinate me into their whole trip and label me a seeker like them.
I'm not into cults and trance induction. They buy the Mahesh propaganda. I don't anymore. I threw up the Kool-Aid before it brainwashed me completely.
They don't realize I've graduated their bullshit paradigm a long time ago so it's hard for us to talk about this subject because they believe their reality concepts constructed for them by the late and controversial Maharishi Mahesh Yogi. Also, they think I'm deluded and clearly "not enlightened." That's right, I'm "unenlightened" or "unstressing" and don't give a shit what people think especially deluded people.
That whole seeking enlightenment mind-fuck is stupid anyway. Why would you seek what you already are? Yes, I figured it out...wow, a moron could figure it out. It's just a feeling of big love that never goes away but there's a long way for me to go before I can shoot rays of golden light out of my ass.
Anyway, back to the point I was trying to fuck up...the natural, universal method of
self-inquiry has killed off the stupid entrenchment in ego and conditioned mind by the grace of whatever. It doesn't mean sudddenly I can fly, have superpowers and when I touch someone they feel like they're sniffing 100,000 magic markers and getting a slow sheet-lightening enema (if I may borrow a joke from the Red Meat comic strip). I'm still human and make mistakes like everyone else I just don't chase after love from others anymore. I have it to give and my joy is to be around others who have it to give as well.
Also, I'm just like everybody, having hardships, struggling with relationships at times, not able to accomplish some things, having the full gamut of emotions come up except one
thing is different from when I was ignorant. I realize none of my own personal stories and ego trips fucking matter anymore and there's a whole journey toward personal mastery of this universe. Learning to love others and listen is a huge part of that naturally unfolding mastery that we all have within us. It's the observing from soul, spirit or awareness rather than from just our mental filters.
I am humbled and not at all exalted or superior at all. In fact, I know nothing and identify with nothing yet I can relate to just about anybody. I love to listen and learn from others not pontificate
so much anymore. I do in my blogs sometimes but I think it should be said whether people agree with me or the content or not. I know not to take myself so seriously and live in my heart, not my head.
It's a big deal these days. People caught in their minds and are armchair critics of others I think are the worst kind of bedshitter. It's okay to criticize the content but never the person sharing it unless they truly are spewing nonsense and hurtful bullshit.
Oh yes, and one more thing...if you are seeking anything outside yourself to make your life better it won't in the long run because you're not turning your attention within to understand your mind better and realize the greater reality. Joy is now.
If you tell yourself you have to do this or that...be "more in the moment" I say to that "Good luck getting out of the moment." Hey, you're here right now, where else could you be? Holy hand grenade, how about that?!
Fuck you, I'm right and you're wrong! Kidding. Settle down.
We all want to feel contentment, peace and have beauty and love in our lives in whatever form that may be for you. How to enjoy it? Find out who observes and experiences your life. Hint: it's not a god looking down upon you from above.
Wu Wei :)
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